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There a basically four different types of ex-boyfriends. The first one is the lets call them the “blow offs”, these are the ones that after you break-up you don’t talk to after it’s over. Your not worst enemies , but you wouldn’t call yoursevles friends either. Your just go your seperate ways.

The second group is the “just friends” group. This group is the ones where you just decide to be friends.The name basically says it all. This is the best one in my opnion, because if you were friends before you can still remain friends and not have the friendship ruined over the relationship.

Then you’ve got the “droppers ” This I have been through, and let me tell you it is not fun. I don’t think anyone ever asks for this kind of break-up. It usually just happens turning into this big ordeal, because either one person didn’t want to break up, but something wasn’t right so even though one person may be madly in love, the other person doesn’t care and drops you like a rock.

Finally there’s the meanest way of all, the “diaster breakup” i also have been through this one, and it didn’t end so well. It starts with the simple breakup, and then turns into this huge mess. It gets totally out of hand, and the people just completly loose control and fly off the handle. The saddest thing about this, is if you were friends before you pretty much can no longer be friends.

Why dream, if you know it’s not real? Why wish, if you know it won’t come true? Why smile, if you aren’t happy? Why love, if you aren’t loved back?

The easiest thing is to forgive you for what you’ve done. The hardest thing is to forget what you did.

It took me a long time to realize this and I think i am starting to, but sometimes what you want isn’t always what you get, but in the end what you get is soo much better than what you wanted.

I was picking up the pieces to my broken heart then I saw you with her and they fell to the floor breaking even more.

Sometimes when I think of you it hurts me because I know that your not thinking of me.

I had the chance to have anyone, be anyone… But instead I choose you.

Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but the moments that take your breath away.

Some say loneliness is only temporary, but what about the pain?

For one minute I wish you could see yourself the way I see you, then you’d know how important you really are to me.

Loving you is like breathing… How can I stop?

A memory lasts forever does it die,, True love stays together never say good-bye.

Love is something that is not always perfect neither blissful, because we do not just love out of happiness but also with the pain that comes with it.

I can never put into words just how much I love you so look into my eyes and let me show you.

Love isn’t what make the world turn, it’s what makes the ride worthwhile.

I never thought it would be true, but as crazy as it may seem i fell in love with you.

Love is like a revolving door. You go in, come out, and sometimes you get stuck in the middle.

Love is like a mountain, hard  to climb, but once you get to the top

Love is like the sun, coming out of the clouds and warming.

Love isn’t blind; it just only see’s what matters.

Love is a moment that lasts forever.

A friend says: “if you ever need anything I’ll be there” True love says: “YOu’ll never need anything, I’ll be there.

Love is adecision, not a emotion or a felling, that is made from the heart will outlast anything.

Love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth.

Love like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle.

Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this.

Love means the warmth of the sun, the aroma of a rose, the breeze of the sea, but as you can see it never means the same for anyone. Love acquires its true meaning by experiencing it for the first time because only then can you define it.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Love, is the key that unlocks the bars of impossibility.

Love is when you look into someones eyes and see their heart.

Love wan’t put in the heart to stay, for love isn’t love till you give it away.

Romance is the fuel that keeps love burning hot

Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all notions of time;effaces all memory of beginning, all fear of an end.

 Marriage is supposed to be one of the best things in life., but my biggest worry is that i Will get divorced. Now I don’t think that anyone actually plans to get divorced, or even thinks about it when they start a life with someone, but you have to think about if you can see yourself with this person for the rest of your life which is probably the first thing that goes through your head when you get married, but then why is it that so many people get divorced? 

 When you get married it seems that divorce comes in a short few years. It didn’t used to be that way, but as the years went on i’ve noticed that everyone I know is getting divorced for some reason or another. There’s only one couple that i look up to and thats my best friends parents they’ve been together for 21 years, they have shown me that marriage has it’s ups nd downs, and how they have made it through all these years. They’ve given me hope that I can actually have a sucssesful relationship. Now i may only be 13 and shouldn’t be thinking about marriage quite yet, but i still have thoughts about it, and worry that i’m going to end up like my mom. Alone with four kids working seven days a week.

So, when marriage comes along in my direction I have promised myself that I will do everything in my power to stay married, and not have to start over.

Tupac was shot five times on September 7 1996 he survived the shooting and was taken to a nearby hospital. Everywhere Tupac went he wore a bulletproof vest. So why would he take it off for such an important event, like the Tyson fight. (if in-case you were wondering thats where he was shot.) In almost everyone of his songs he raps about his death or his funeral, and he says exactly how he is going to die. Another reason i have to believe he is alive is after he was released from prison he stared using the name Machiavelli, and if you rearrange th letters it spells out I am alive. Tupac always talked about how he was sick of all the fame, and just wanted to get away from all the fame and paparazzi. Finally, new albums are being recorded by Tupac, how can you record new songs after your dead.

Most or propbably all of you probably think i am crazy, which i am.